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Let's keep it short and simple. Courtney Rae, 19, WJU Nursing major. My puppies are my world <3

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RIP Pap &lt;3

Christmas is almost here. This will be the second year that we will spend Christmas without you, and it&#8217;s ten times harder this year. Even though we had our fights and constantly had so many arguments because we were so much alike, you were still my father figure&#8230; my dad in a way. You were the one who would give me money to go on a shopping trip when I was hurt because you knew it made me feel better, you taught me to Army crawl, to salute, and how to march when I was a little kid. You would tell me to brush my hair 100 times a night to make it shiny and pretty, and to never wear makeup because I was beautiful without it. You taught me that no matter what life throws at you, you have to be STRONG. You once told me that I had to be the strong one in the familly, and that&#8217;s exactly what I am doing. Even though I can&#8217;t tell you face to face right now, and probably wont be able until I meet you in heaven, I want you to know that you have made me the amazing person that I am today. I have taken every thing you have taught me and applied it to my life now. You always told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world, and sometimes, I think of that just to get me through the day. You lasted three gruesome, painful months with the horrible disease known as cancer, and in those three months, I came to love you even more&#8230; I miss you so much. I would give anything to have you here and make our family whole again; I would give anything for you to come home for Christmas, and whistle Christmas carols to us, hang mistletoe randomly around the house, make everyone eggnog and hot chocolate, be the first one up waiting with a smile on your face waiting to open presents. Christmas is so hard without you. But, I am going to be strong&#8230;for you, and remember that you love me, and always will. I love you Pap &lt;3

RIP Pap <3

Christmas is almost here. This will be the second year that we will spend Christmas without you, and it’s ten times harder this year. Even though we had our fights and constantly had so many arguments because we were so much alike, you were still my father figure… my dad in a way. You were the one who would give me money to go on a shopping trip when I was hurt because you knew it made me feel better, you taught me to Army crawl, to salute, and how to march when I was a little kid. You would tell me to brush my hair 100 times a night to make it shiny and pretty, and to never wear makeup because I was beautiful without it. You taught me that no matter what life throws at you, you have to be STRONG. You once told me that I had to be the strong one in the familly, and that’s exactly what I am doing. Even though I can’t tell you face to face right now, and probably wont be able until I meet you in heaven, I want you to know that you have made me the amazing person that I am today. I have taken every thing you have taught me and applied it to my life now. You always told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world, and sometimes, I think of that just to get me through the day. You lasted three gruesome, painful months with the horrible disease known as cancer, and in those three months, I came to love you even more… I miss you so much. I would give anything to have you here and make our family whole again; I would give anything for you to come home for Christmas, and whistle Christmas carols to us, hang mistletoe randomly around the house, make everyone eggnog and hot chocolate, be the first one up waiting with a smile on your face waiting to open presents. Christmas is so hard without you. But, I am going to be strong…for you, and remember that you love me, and always will. I love you Pap <3

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